My fingers are eagerly going.

My mind kind of numb

and

my ears perk to

the sound of music

in the background.

So many issues

with

anxiety sneaking in from time

to time.

An eagerness to go

with nothing to do.

A wanting for love

and yet enjoying the

freedom of impulse.

Dreams 24/7 with my mind rummaging

of stories yet

papered,

but my focus is too stressed

to relinquish them.

So,

I usually let my mind run

as I venture

like a usual butterfly

into the abyss of conversation

and dancing.